There’s something terrifying about yesterday’s events. It’s not often when my brain ceases to function. It either functions very well, or it functions at half-strength and I make little mistakes. This was not a little mistake; this was an embarrassing moment where I seemed to demonstrate to all but my group that I did not belong there. It also signaled to me that I might have an issue, perhaps due to stress or due to something otherwise. I’ve had a persistent memory issue for years and recently I’ve found it difficult to concentrate, to the point of even remembering what I read just moments before turning the page. I don’t know if this is due to stress, an unforeseen medical condition (ADHD or whatever), or just some problem with me on a personal level, but it’s dragging me down and causing these events.
Regardless of what is going on with me, I keep reliving that moment in class and have been, thus far, incapable of shaking it from my memory. It seems my memory works well when it wants to remember an event I’d rather forget.
Thank you for the happy birthday, brain. I appreciate it.
Dude, you could be suffering from burnout, which is potentially serious.
ReplyDeleteBurnout? Explain, Mr.
ReplyDeletehttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Burnout_(psychology)
ReplyDeleteHere's a wiki link. It sounds like exactly what you describe and is a seriously psychological condition. Trust me, I've suffered from it myself.
That link doesn't give me much info...it just says some vague things that might be related. This all could be the result of a brain tumor too :P
ReplyDeleteMemory problems are scary, especially when you don't know what causes them. My first reaction was also that it's probably burnout or lack of sleep, but you're right, you don't know if there's some other cause. I recommend trying to make sure you get plenty of sleep for now, and if the memory problems continue, go and see your doctor. Chances are it's nothing, but if it continues, it's better to get it checked out, and you'll feel better when the doctor says it's just stress.
ReplyDeleteAnother thing you might think about is that some medications can cause short-term memory issues. If you're taking any meds, you might look into that.
Sheila: No meds other than albuterol for asthma. Although, ever since I moved to Florida I hardly use that anymore...
ReplyDeleteI'll keep an eye on it.